Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I wanna let Love take over

Okay....
I know that recently I havent posted "my thoughts" -
but please keep in mind that these songs are my thoughts too

I've been meaning to share my new & some what mixed feelings on love
with that -
the Lenny Kravitz song - speaks of my hopefulliness;
the Madonna song - speaks of my doubt
&
the Janet Jackson song - speaks of the adventure and youthfulliness -

that i see when love takes over...

Someone To Call My Lover



(To Play this video - pause the main video) -Thank you for stopping by...

p.s. I love the way she says - she loves hard with everything (thats me)

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Actually - I KNOW they like me - (Stop faking)



p.s. (Silly Rabbit Tricks are for kids)
p.s. (To view this video - pause the main video & press play)

ENJOY!!

Pause for the cause (I was feeling sentimental)

As much as I needed a sentimental moment - Im only allowing myself a day of mushy time....

What's Going - like Marvin Gaye!

Monday, November 21, 2005

Song Cry.. I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!



Yeah... I definately know that Jay-Z wrote this song - right after he lost "the one" - now he got Beyonce (dont know if thats good or bad)

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Communication

Communication -
some people believe
Some people say that -

communication
...is the most important part of the relationship

so why do we stop talking?
why do we scream and holler - when our words cant be heard?
why do we say things - we dont mean?
and let silence grow (in between)
why do we talk in spite?
why dont we say whats right?
why do we try to figure things out?
what you did -
what was that all about?
why cant you say where your going?
take your time...
so you can know where your going?
dont call me that word!
dont speak to me!
- in that - tone!
dont cut me off
and YOU hung up the phone
and ended everything
we were trying to work out
- communication
is trying to work things out
but instead
we give up

A perfect Marvin Gay remix



TO VIEW THIS VIDEO PRESS THE PLAY BUTTON AND PAUSE THE JAY-Z VIDEO

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I turn every experience into an opportunity

Song for this week - Heaven Help (scroll down to the bottom to see the video)

Nia - I've some how learned how to "pimp out my blog" - but thank you for starting me off - Thank you for creating the initial accounts that now I post my pictures & Im still learning about the music codes

When I first started this blog - I had a lot of things going on - I had a lot of things on my mind - some of those things were just trapped thoughts - I am able to vent, express and release now...
I guess time does heal

In an interesting way - I think - like the song I choose - I'm ready for love...
in a real way -
it leads me to reflect on my recent thoughts - about love -
wanting to be hopeful - because I just realized I was being some-what pestimistic about the topic -
but thats not me -
I want to be - hopeful

All the notions about love
that its blind
that it JUST dont care
that takes the best of you
& the worst of you
all together...
it is a person, a thing, a noun, a verb - maybe even
a adjective
whatever it is
whatever the disguise
I am ready...


Heaven Help - the one - that lets me in

There comes a time
To be free of the heart
I wanna be ready
Ready to start
On a love journey
Got places to go
Made up my mind
And I have got to let you know
Heaven help the heart
That lets me inside
Heaven help the one
Who comes in my life
Heaven help the fool
That walks through my door'
Cause I decided right now
I'm ready for love...





INSTRUCTIONS ON VIEWING THIS VIDEO: PRESS THE PAUSE BUTTON ON THE CURRENT VIDEO WHICH IS ON AUTO-PLAY & PRESS THE PLAY BUTTON - THANK YOU

Thursday, November 03, 2005

I can teach you - but I have to charge

Me & Smurf went to the "Players Ball" (aka JuJu's Annual Birthday Party)-



Sandy was missing in action



I can not forget - how pissed I was - I didnt think this stuff was real yall... but these n*ggas aint playing - I had this pimp approach me - I was heated - Smurf is telling me not to look the N*gga in his eye - Im thinking - he's about to get punched in his eye - him & his girl (smiling in my face) - all I had (opportunity & space) - I remained cool (naw - Im lying I was ready to go) - Smurf wanted to stay & see Don Juan - pull a trick - I was sick - I was dodging the pimp that seemed to be chasing me around the club (I thawt I was suppose to pick him- go figure he was choosing me) - Im not trying to have NO ONE pimp me - I can do my own tricks - thank you & I dont need you coaching me - he called me Kelis (ok so maybe I was resembling my mutual birthday girl at the time) - famous last words before she married Nas



- I can teach you - but I have to charge...
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Attention Sports Fans

Ok... Basketball season is about to offical start & even though I am a born-again football watcher - (I love the uniforms - ooo wee)



I love this game!



I guess I have a special love for basketball thanks to my older brother Greg (especially) - Im not sure what kind of season the Wizzards will have this year - G.A. - I hope you do well - hold it down for the West Side - The Pistons are well-rounded - The Spurs always make it to the play offs - The Heat will make East Coast teams desirable - A.I - is sure to do a 1-2 step in every game, T. McGraddy - oooo wee - enough said - Tailblazers another hot team - Ron Artest wont hit any fans



& hey...I dont get paid for this - gotta stop here



p.s. I gotta Autograph picture of Lebron James that I will be putting on ebay - if he goes to play offs this year - hollar whisper... Wait til you see my....




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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Ray

Ray - or should I say Sugar Ray
I am blessed to have 2 male FRIENDS - Ray & Bah(Baheej) - Bah I dont have a recent picture of you & Im sure you wouldnt let me take a picture of you anyway -LOL - (freakin Scorpio's)
& Listen when "I" say male friend - I mean it - I dont mean the "friend" thats waiting for you to break up with your boyfriend - or the friend that waiting around for the "goods" or the kinda friend that a guy who is trying to get your number is telling you that he wants to be...


Friends - how many of us have them???

Anyhoo - back to Ray
we met my first year at American University - he was trying to talk to my roommate Simone - Simone found out that Ray had a girlfriend -LOL (hey I didnt say he was perfect) - I didnt even realize that Ray stayed four doors down from our room (yes... my dorm was seriously co-ed) Ray became a good friend to me & Simone - stopping by in between school work, internships & corporate happy hours - Ray - you are always good for a happy hour - drinking wiskey and scotch - like he was one of the ...boys - I guess - when in Rome (hahaha - have you seen Anchor Man) - its because of you that I love a good Woo Woo (cranberry juice, vodka & peach snapps)

Ray - I just wanted you to know that Im very proud of you & I belive in you & you know what - we dont have to be - "cookie cutter" - we dont have to be "what the world tells us we should be" - dont look at your age & say how much have I accomplished - Im working on that right now & realizing that it doesnt matter... JUST BE YOU!!!! - Thats what Ive always loved...

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